No words, no will, nothing to say or nothing to demostrate, and nothing to pursue this year. No one cares and I already noticed that, It's sad but tomorrow I will forget this anyway.
The same faces walk besides me every day, they come and go, same weather, same pollution, same news, same problems, same life, same desires. But what worry me today, tomorrow I will forget.
A shameful being I became, ten minutes of reacting memories and a lifetime to keep wasting, should I pretend another smile? should I pretend I'm ok this day? I guess I'm holding back myself for nothing because tomorrow I will forget this either way.
And this must be amusing or enraging for someone somewhere, I lost the track of the unfullfilled promises, the tangled lies and the broken dreams, but I learned to deal with that. This it's not drama, but it scared me today because I put my soul in thousands and thousands of words to someone who I must remember gently, but whom I forgot her face today...
Sweet darling, you got the worst of my love...
Sorry, 'till tomorrow then.
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